Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Grandpa's fishing Tournament
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Jakey's Blankies!!
We got 80, yes 80 blankets completed and ready to be delivered! I'm so excited!! This isn't even all of them! Just some of them! They are all packed in boxes and wrapped in ribbon!! So fun!!
I will be delivering them next week. I can hardly wait. I'm sure Jake was so happy and I know he was there with us! Thank you again to ALL who have donated and who came to help. You can still purchase these adorable blankies as gifts if you go to Kelly's blog. Just e-mail her and she might give you a deal!
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Saturday, May 9, 2009
Dear Jake
Dear Jake,
I was vacuuming a moment ago and looked up at the clock and saw that it was 3:55pm. All of a sudden I was taken back to 3 months ago, today. 3 months ago at this very moment Daddy and I had just been taken from the waiting room to a conference room where the surgeon came in and told us he had no idea where you were bleeding from, you had already received 3 transfusions and he had never seen so much blood coming out of such a small baby. He asked what our requests were and we told him we wanted them to stop. He said he felt that would be best, but wanted to make sure that was how we felt. He left the room and Daddy and I started crying. A moment later our favorite nurse, Nicole, came in and asked if we wanted to come in for the end of the surgery. We both did. We walked in and could see your chest open and inside was your tiny heart beating. We both got to see it. We loved seeing that. They finished closing your chest and the whole surgical staff was crying as they hugged us and walked out. They took out as many tubes and monitors as they could and then wrapped you in a soft blankie and we rocked you as your spirit went up to heaven. I have never felt the spirit so strong in one small place. I felt so much peace and I knew your time on earth was finished. But, we still cried.
I'm not going to tell you it has always been easy. I miss you like crazy. I miss not having you here at home and having to baby proof the house. I miss not being able to hold you or smell you or bathe you. I miss not having 2 car seats in the car. I just miss you. We pray for you every night, especially Payton. He prays that you can find those people who want to know about the church, and that you can get all the work accomplished that you are supposed to do. It is very sweet.
Jake, I'm so happy you are in our family. I'm so happy you stayed with us for 19 days. I'm so happy you are our baby and will be forever. I'm so happy you are up in heaven watching over us and helping us. Thank you for letting me be your mom. This mother's day is bittersweet. I know I'm your mommy, and will get to raise you, but I'm sad I don't have you here to hug and say thank you to you. You have helped me appreciate being a mommy more.
I love you, Jakey. Thank you for all of the blessing you have brought into our lives.
Love,
Mommy
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
Ballet with the girls!
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Prom
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
People Are SO NICE!!
Of course, I don't look this good in it, but I still think it is ADORABLE! I can hardly wait to go swimming!! What a great thing, huh??
If you would like to purchase one of these super cute swimsuits go HERE. Janae is an amazing Modbe consultant and would love to help you out! Or, if you would like to host a party, contact Janae. I love these suits because they are modest but SO CUTE!!! You don't have to feel like a frumpy mom in a grandma swimsuit!! They also have cute, modest clothes too!!
People really have been SO nice to me, since Jake passed away. SO many poeple have donated to Jakey's blankies, lots have just sent sweet notes or cards or just called to say hi. It is amazing!! Most people really are good!! Remember that!! Since getting this special surprise, I have asked myself what I could do for a complete stranger that might make their day! Now, I know I don't have lots of money, but, I can make someones day!! Kind of a "Pay it forward" attitude!! So, I am going to try and make someones day, and I encourage you to do the same! It will make that person feel GREAT, and I promise you will feel great too!! By the way, it doesn't have to be a complete stranger, it can be anyone you know. Everyone deserves some kindness!! What are you going to do?? I hope you have a GREAT day!
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Jakey's Blankies
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